I don't know what I want to do with my life. I have so many questions. I have options and opportunities, yet I feel like I have none. There are people who love and care about me, yet sometimes I feel alone. I don't know what to do.
I sure as hell know what I don't want to do, though.
And that is a fucking start.
I think knowing what you don't want to do is definitely a start! I might be stepping on your toes, but I know that when we feel a little directionless in our life that God loves to show us purpose and give us his wisdom if we are willing to accept it. I am not trying to preach at you friend, I know I don't know how you feel and I am not you, but I do know what is has helped me, sustained me and given me hope...God's unfailing love and care. I have been praying for you to find the peace you so deserve...and I pray now for you to find what you are looking for this year. Please don't take my comment as some Christian agenda...I simply care about you even though we have never met in person...there are things you say with such boldness and honesty and it matters to me. Hugs to you and a verse that has given me hope and peace so often: "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord."Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future." May you find that soon, friend!
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