It is the end of the fourth day of my vacation. As much as I have enjoyed not going to work, I have not been happy. I have felt guilty about not being at work. I have been feeling very lonely not having anyone to talk to. I have been sad and bored, even when I am doing something.
A couple times I was doing something fun and I just wanted to stop and lay down in bed. I just feel like crying all the time. I thought a vacation would help me shake this depression off. Au contraire, it seems to be making it worse.
So, I'm sitting in a hotel room, watching mtv, and sorta wishing someone was here with me. Anyone would do, really. I wish I was at home, in my bed, crying.
So sorry your vacation isn't what you needed.
ReplyDeleteI hope your vacation here is better and sorry this one wasn't what you were hoping it would be.
ReplyDeleteLooking back, vacations blues are like a spoiler. But make sure you enjoy some parts of it.
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