I cry because I am depressed.
I cry because I am having a panic attack.
I cry because I am in pain.
I cry because I do not know what is causing that pain.
I cry because I have not taken pain killers because my mom makes me feel like a drug addict when I do.
I cry because I had surgery that fixed nothing.
I cry because I am going to have my IUD out.
I cry because I never got to use it.
I cry because I am afraid.
I cry because doctors don't seem to understand pain.
I cry because I do not explain my pain properly.
I cry because I am tired.
I cry because I am missing work.
I cry because I have to work.
I cry because I hate my life.
I cry because I have no good reason to hate my life.
I cry because I don't even have any real problems, yet they seem overwhelming.
I cry because I feel weak.
You are not alone. I wish I had some wonderful words of wisdom for you; I don't unfortunately. But know that you are not alone. I hope it gets better, baby. I can identify with so much of what you wrote here. I just hope it gets better for you.
ReplyDeleteUgh. I so am there and now I am going to cry.
ReplyDeletesending a hug if it will help.
One big hug coming your way. I totally have felt pain that I couldn't explain. I hope ou feel better soon...
ReplyDeleteI cry because I can relate to much of this...hugs sent yur way friend
ReplyDelete**HUGS** I cry becuase I totally understand. Please know your not alone.... Think Cali and smile ;)
ReplyDeleteOh, Raine, I am so sorry you are hurting so much.
ReplyDeleteTalk to your doctor about the pain. Take the pain pills if you need them.
This, too, shall pass. Just hang in there...